We all have something, right? Something within that gives us the kick we need to get stuff done, or just to get out of the bed in the mornings. No matter what that spirit is, or the name you give it, it is IN you - guiding and helping you along the way - it gives you your desires and helps you to meet those desires.
Bottom line: Commit to that spirit within - that resilient, brave, courageous spirit that allows you to love and hope and be a better person. I promise, when you do, life will just blossom.